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Name: Mike
Location: Long Island, New York, United States
Birthday: 7/23/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, guitar, games, girls
Expertise: playing guitar
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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Member Since:
11/5/2005
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| So I hung out with Danielle this past Saturday. She arrived at my house around 10:00am. I didn't really know what to do that early in the morning so I just took her to the Smith Haven Mall and we walked around and stuff. We got lunch around noon at Burger King and then just chilled at my house till 4pm, which is when we left to go to the Mets game. These really annoying people sat in front of us, but it was kinda funny. It was a good game, it was tied 1-1 until the bottom of the 8th inning when Lastings Milledge hit an RBI double to give the Mets the lead 2-1 which ended up being the final score of the game. After that we got dinner at Applebees. We didn't get back to my house until like 1am. When we got back we went downstairs and drank. I got reallllly drunk, and she just got buzzed, but it was fun. She hid my hat and we cuddled and then we went up to my room and cuddled a bit more. We didn't fall asleep until like 9:30am and she woke up like an hour later and got her stuff together to leave. She left around 11am.
So we pretty much were awake with each other for 24 hours. I donno if anyone reading this has ever spent that much time with one person, but it seems like you just spent like a week with them. So maybe thats why when she left the rest of the day was just so depressing. I was with her for that long and then shes gone and now here I am all alone on the bed that I was sleeping on with her 6 hours earlier.
So how did I meet Danielle? She randomly IMed me like 5 years ago, and we've been talking since then. She's really cool and i donno maybe after like a year or two of talking to her I kinda liked her, and I always had the feeling she kinda liked me, even though she had a boyfriend at the time, but she didn't seem to like him all that much. She mentioned something about meeting up in NYC a few years ago, but that never happened. She sent me a Valentine's Day card in the mail in like 2004. Around the time when I stopped talking to Amanda, which was almost 2 years ago, we spoke on the phone for the first time. She called me on my dorm phone one night on some weekend when I think I was the only one in my suite that stayed on campus for that weekend and we talked for a while, definitely over an hour and I wanna say two hours at least but I'm not sure. She graduated May 2006 and then just like disappeared from my life. I never saw her online anymore, and I was too scared to call her. I couldn't text her cuz I got text messages disabled on my phone and then her phone couldn't send text messages anyway.
I posted a comment on her Myspace one day and she commented back but that was it. Then another time when I went on Myspace I saw that she was on also so I sent her a message. She read it but never replied to it. I looked at her profile and it said she was in a relationship, so I was like I guess she graduated and like found a job and is living on her own with her bf or something and is too busy to talk to some stupid online friend. I thought I was never gonna talk to her again, which sucked. Fast Forward to New Years Eve 2006, where I have a new phone and re-enabled text messaging. I have some friends over to celebrate the coming new year, we're drinking and stuff, I'm pretty sure I was drunk. Midnight comes, the stupid ball drops and, you know, everyone screams happy new year and I think we all had like champagne to toast to and then everyone goes and calls like their parents or other friends. Me, I had no one to call. My parents were out with their friends having fun; I think I ended up calling Jasveen, who was sitting across from me, haha. Oh and I called my house and I think Paul picked up and we probably had a dumb convo that lasted less than a minute. But anyway, I think it was sometime around 12:30am, my phone starts ringing. I look at it and the caller ID is showing the name Danielle.
I couldn't believe it! And my phone was about to die so I rushed upstairs and plugged it into the charger and picked up. Not only did I think I'd never talk to her again, but I didn't even know that I had given her my new cellphone number after I had changed it so Amanda and her friends couldn't keep calling me non stop and filling up my voice mailbox. So we spoke for a few minutes, she said she was going through her phone book calling people that she hasn't spoken to in a while. She told me her computer broke, which is why she hadn't been online since she graduated and stuff. She had access to a computer but didn't really use it much or whatever, but I told her I'd email her and she said that'd be cool. So I emailed her like a week or two later. I wasn't really expecting a reply, and I didn't get one. I figured she just called me on new years cuz she was drunk and stuff. So after that we hadn't spoken, but I was always thinking about her. Mid May I started thinking about her a lot for some reason and I was going to send her a text message, but then I remembered that she couldn't send me one back with her phone. Then like two weeks later in the beginning of June, I'm at a bar in Huntington Village and I get a text message and its from her! I told her how I'd been thinkin about her lately and wanted to text her but thought her phone couldn't send texts. She told me that she'd been thinking about me too and that she got a new phone that could send and receive texts, so I was excited and I proceeded to use all of my text messages for the month in the next week just talking to her.
Now it's the end of June and I haven't spoken to her in like 2 or 3 weeks cuz I only had 3 text messages left. She didn't know that though, and I'm at a Mets game and she sends me a text. It read that we need to hang out sometime. i wrote back that I'd call her about it since I only had 2 text messages left. So I called her a couple of days later and we talked about it and set up what came to pass this past Saturday. Oh, and she told me she was just dating around and seeing some guy that she worked with, so that means she's single. So some things happened when she was here so I figured it meant that she liked me, but I've learned that you can't assume things with girls. So I asked her a question about what had just happened, and I got the answer I wanted to hear. Then I asked her about that guy she was seeing, she said she wasn't really seeing him anymore, for a good reason. So I'm like alright, sweet, it's all me. But you know after she left I started to doubt it, cuz once again, you can't assume with girls or else you get burned. So the next day we spoke online (her new phone has AIM so now I just talk to her on there so I don't run out of text messages), and now everything is clear. She likes me, and she's always kinda liked me, just as I had thought she did. Her phone lost service so she got disconnected from AIM, but then she called me like an hour later from the home phone, that made me really happy. She said nothing really was gonna happen before since she had a bf and he was super jealous about her talking to other guys and stuff, but yeah shes always kinda liked me. And I've always kinda liked her, and now I really do like her. So we're definitely gonna hang out again, she just need a few weeks to make some money.
So hanging out with her was like a dream come true. Not only cuz we finally met each other for the first time, but cuz we actually like each other also and cuddling with her was amazing; more than I could've hoped and asked for (even though we were on the verge of going all the way around the base path). I just wanna hold her hand again and feel her caress my arm. When she woke up at 10:30 that Sunday morning, I think her movement had sort of awakened me but I was still sort of like half asleep; my eyes were still closed as she went to get off my bed. As she made her way down to the foot of the bed she gently scraped her fingernails along my leg, and thats when I opened my eyes and I really can't describe it in any other way but perfect. To wake up in the morning to her touch was fucking amazing. Before we had gone to sleep, I was feeling sick from all the alcohol I had so she was by my side in case I threw up or whatever. So at one point I go to the bathroom and shes just laying on my bed and after I leave the bathroom I go into the kitchen and eat a few goldfish. I come back to the room and she sees me chewing and shes like you went and got some goldfish, didn't you? I laughed and said yes and she said something along the lines that she knew I would do that or something. I just think about that and it makes me smile for some reason. And this was only the first time hanging out. I can't wait for the next time, especially since now I know that she definitely likes me, so now instead of just thinking about holding her hand when we go out I can actually just do it and not worry about her pulling away. I like her so much, and yeah it seems way to fast but spending 24 hours with someone you've always kinda liked will do that to you and since we cant see each other very often we can afford to fall for each other fast.
im fucking happy; haven't felt like this in a long time.
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| Hah I forgot all about this little xanga thingy. I'm bored, I need a job. I won tickets to the Budweiser Select Lingerie Party tomorrow in NYC haha. I don't really wanna go, I was like I'll enter anyway its not like I'm gonna win, and of course I win. But I guess I'll go if I can find someone else to come with me. My friend Danielle is coming over this Saturday. We're gonna go to the Mets game (hopefully it won't rain) and some other stuff. I don't really know what other than eating somewhere and drinking and probably watch movies or something like that. I'm super excited.
Someone buy me a new guitar amp or pay to get mine repaired.
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| So I made plans like a week ago to hangout with this girl today. I was pretty excited; she said she was too. So yeah obviously I didnt hangout with her since I'm sitting here typing in my stupid xanga. She said she was called in to work and had no break and worked from 10-9. Its understandable that she got called into work, but she has two jobs and what are the odds that both of her jobs needed her to work all of a sudden and how did it work so that one job needed her till a certain time and the other job needed her like right after she got off from the first job. So yeah she didnt even fucking call me before she went to work to tell me this or anything, so the whole day I thought we were still gonna hangout. And then she got home and she still hadn't called me or IMed me so I IMed her and she said she was "kinda sorry" and that we would definately make plans for another day. I asked her when we were gonna hangout, and she said "I donno". It's great to see that she wants to hangout so bad that she duznt know when she wants to hangout. I'm so sick of this shit. I fucking hate girls. I thought I was done with this shit.
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| I went to Nassau Coliseum with Anthony to see WWE live, it was pretty awesome. Some funny things happened. HBK wrestled which is always awesome, and I bought an HBK hat for only $10!! so cheap! Even the lady selling it to me couldn't believe it was that cheap. I've been hanging out in the girls suite across the hall with Paul a lot this semester, like almost every day.They're all really cool over there. We play poker all the time, they all think I'm nicce. They think I'm cute. I think I like one of them, but I donno if I should do anything about it cuz they're not even supposed to date people outside of their race. They aren't even supposed to be hanging out with Paul and I. Everytime one of their parents call, me and paul have to be quiet. But yea, I like it over there. I feel comfortable with them. I feel wanted when I'm over there. It's awesome. I never thought I'd have even one girl friend like that, and here I am with an entire suite of girls that are awesome friends. | | |
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